There is a point in time when you realize what you can do. You recognize your limits, in ways you were not able to before. The same goes for your strengths. Everything just comes together, you realize you cannot accomplish everything. You realize that you cannot live the lives of others, or be all the good in the world. You realize you cannot fix everything or everyone. Well, you really cannot fix anyone, you can just help them to fix themselves. In a world with too many possibilities, you can only do what you can, and you can only enjoy the life YOU are given. Not, the life you could have, could have had, or the life of another. Why wish, and waste the life you were given. It just doesn't make sense. All you can do is to work on bettering yourself, and sometimes bettering yourself, is coming to terms with yourself and what you are capable of.
There are times when I will forget these facts, and find myself overwhelmed by all I want to do and be. But I hope I can come to terms with what I want out of life, and accomplish what I am put here to accomplish. Out of all the lives in the world, present, past, and future. Why this one body? Did I choose it, was it given to me? But really, what does it matter. It is mine, and I want to experience all that I can in it, I want to grow to the best of my potential, I want to be the best version of myself. And I am realizing that I can do that by letting go of my expectations and allowing myself and my strengths, and my purposes to unfold for themselves. I can easily get overwhelmed, but I will do what ancient cultures did, and live the life I am GIVEN, not the one I plan or desire for myself. Because in all honesty, I do not know exactly what I have planned or desire, there are is just too much to make sense of, so instead of trying to make sense of everything, I will just be. BE. BE. BE.
Peace and Light
Peace and Light